Vem är hon?

Jag talar inte svenska.  I’m learning and it seemed appropriate.  I don’t even know if any of that’s correct.

Anyway:

I don’t know who I am, like living in a stranger’s body..thinking a stranger’s thoughts.  I’m digging myself deeper into this hole and it’s time to stop.

I need to figure it out.  I need to know who I am, what I want, where I lost it…

I’m not comfortable fully giving into my submissive side until I have figured it out.  I can’t because I refuse to be the girl on the bathroom floor, praying for death, again.

All I know, is that somewhere along the line, it became part of me…the harder I tried to push it away, the stronger it pulled.

But I don’t know…I don’t know how to figure myself out again.  I feel panicked and isolated and not quite..right.  How do I figure it out?

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