It’s too early to be awake on a Sunday but I barely slept and can’t seem to fall back asleep now. I dreamt I was in The Shining, running around the halls of that massive hotel from something I could never see. That book and movie affected me. I once turned down an apartment because it reminded me of The Shining. I woke up terrified and then a sadness swept over me at the intense feeling of being alone.
The submissive girl that I shoved away so deeply inside of me is getting restless.