I don’t understand why I can never feel satisfied with what I have… I always want more. More attention, more anything…. There’s so much going on in my head right now and nothing wants to come out.
I know that Sir is the right person for me. I feel things for him I have never felt for anyone before and I have never been more certain about anything in my life. The distance frustrates me though, I want to be closer.. I want to touch.
I want him to see the happy version of me… not this anxious, sad version. And then I start to wonder, is this even fair to him?